Did you ever stop to think that maybe, just maybe, you aren’t a failure? In fact maybe, just maybe you are being groomed for something bigger. For those of you who have lived through crazy stories like mine, have you ever wondered why you are still alive? Why didn’t you end your life when you had the chance? Why you’ve been stepped on, spat upon, laughed at, beat up, lived when you should have died from overdosing? Or lied about, lied to and flat out abused yet you are still capable of mustering a smile even during the darkest of moments? Come on man… when the Lord said that He wouldn’t give you more than you could handle, he didn’t lie to you. In-fact, He promises life abundantly and you are breathing.

Listen to me… you are being groomed. You are different, you are special, you are crazy strong. Most people dont get life like you do. You are a warrior! You are a recluse, you are set apart from many as a person of courage, a battle torn knight that keeps on fighting. You are Gods Warrior! You are Emanuel- (God with us).

Hard words starting here, brace yourself…………………………….. Get over yourself. Life isn’t bad until you think it is bad. People aren’t all bad unless you allow that mindset to consume you. All pastors aren’t bad because you had a bad experience with one or even two. Pastors are sinners too. Hey… time to warrior up. You aren’t alone. Because of your story, you have the greatest amount of leverage over most people. You are wise, you have courage, you are strong and your senses are super heightened. God has a special plan for you. Once you are done being jack slapped by Satan, then finally take a stand and fight like the warrior you have been created to be. Get off of the defense and Go with God on the offensive.

Get God, He is waiting for you. Take His Son into your Heart and treasure the life He is wanting you to have. This world is not about YOU. It is about everyone and everything but you. That’s right, and I am right! Become a servant for others. Let everything you do be for others and you will be wealthy in all ways. GET OVER YOURSELF!!!!! No more woe is me. No more talking lowly about others, for you have way too many of your own problems. Stop trying to change others and let God change you. You set the example. You forgive when you dont want to.

OK so your story, no matter how bad you think it is, hundreds and thousands of people just like yourself could make your story look like you’ve lived life as an alter boy or an angel. GET OVER YOURSELF!

I am asking you to read my two books. “The Heartest Story Finally Told” and The Heartest Story Finally Told (HSFT)- The Life Guide”. I am absolutely not trying to sell my book. In fact I make nothing from it except, I have chosen to be a warrior not a failure. If you cannot afford it, I will send you a copy. I just ask that you try to afford it because the income goes to helping those less financially fortunate who need this book.

You will learn to fight the right fight rather than let the fight come to you. Satan will get tired of you if you are yoked up with the Lord the way He intends you to be. I dont care how old you are. It is never too late. Your story can help the multitudes. You have been groomed for this.

The ultimate goal that you now have in life is to give your story to God. All of it. Step beside yourself and go where He takes you. You will not regret being His warrior.

I love you, who ever you might be. I really do!

Love,

-Alter Pain